First of all, Merry Christmas 2014! How's your Christmas? Bet it was good! I'm sorry there's no outfit post because I didn't have time to take some. And I have this weird feeling that I'm bored to take pictures of me. That's why lately I didn't expose my face but only my clothes.

Anyway, this is my illustration. It's been a long time since I used photoshop and illustrator. I prefer to play The Sims than to draw. Silly.

2015 is near and I don't really have goals. Maybe I haven't set them. I'm not a goal person so I often not doing my goals. Such a lazy baby, I know. Enjoy the rest 2014 in happiness and don't let idiots ruin your days, people!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Christmas is near, baby! So is the end of the year. What have you done this year? Have you accomplish something you proud of? Or did you learn something that make your eyes pop out? I'm a little proud of myself because this year I blog often than last year. I love blogging. It makes me happy unless my internet connection is off and I can't do nothing about it. When the end of the year is near, people will make some life goals for a year ahead. I've never made life goals and maybe I should. Because I'm a procrastinator so I know if I ever make life goals, I would never do it. Yeah, it's a bad but I can't help it. I'm too lazy to accomplish anything. But if it's for something I love, I will do anything for it. No doubt!

So, have you bought new clothes for Christmas or New Year? I'm lucky because this year my dad gives us some money to buy new clothes. Fyi, my dad never bought us clothes except for Christmas (and sometimes birthdays). So, yeah, I love Christmas!

I won't tell my goals for next year because when I tell people something, it'll never happen. It's like a curse for me. That's why I don't answer people's question about what I want to be/do for a living. I'm too scared if I tell anybody, it won't happen. Then I keep my best wishes only for me and the bad to the world so it won't happen to me haha.

Kabar gembira buat kalian penggemar online shopping! Hari ini, 12 Desember 2014, online shops nasional mengadakan diskon besar-besaran untuk merayakan Hari Belanja Online Nasional. Jangan sampai ketinggalan karena program ini hanya berlaku hari ini saja.

Sebagai online shop besar di Indonesia, ZALORA, destinasi fashion online bekerja sama dengan sejumlah e-commerce ternama untuk menghadirkan 12.12 Online Fever yang memberikan penawaran menarik secara online selama satu hari saja di tanggal 12 Desember.

Merayakan 12.12 Online Fever kali ini, ZALORA Indonesia telah mempersiapkan sejumlah penawaran menarik yang tak boleh terlewatkan seperti buy 2 get 20% untuk produk label ZALORA, flats vs wedges mulai dari Rp 100,000 dan Big Bang Deals yang menghadirkan potongan harga hingga 84%. Sejumlah brand ternama yang hadir di ZALORA pun turut memberikan penawaran yang tak kalah menarik, sebut saja Vans dengan diskon 20%, kolesi Billy Tjong for ZALORA yang memberikan potongan harga 24% hingga Nike dengan diskon 70%. Kunjungi juga www.zalora.co.id/diskon-1212/

12.12 Online Fever merupakan hadiah akhir tahun dari ZALORA untuk para fashion & shopping enthusiasts dan juga pelanggan loyal ZALORA. Lewat cyber event ini ZALORA juga mengajak audienst menikmati kemudahan dalam berbelanja di ZALORA lewat sejumlah fasilitas belanja terbaik seperti COD, garansi 30 hari uang kembali dan same day delivery dengan menambah biaya sebesar Rp 50,000 saja.

12.12 Online Fever akan dilaksanakan secara serentak di tujuh Negara ZALORA lainnya yang akan dimulai di tanggal 12 Desember 2014 pukul 00.00 hingga 24.00.

Tunggu apalagi? Ayo belanja di ZALORA!

Some people are trying to change the way I act. As you know, we can't change people unless they want to change. It's not that I don't want to change but I just can't. I am who I am. I'm not that type of bubbly girl who talks too much with a bunch of friends. I'm the opposite. I'm quite and clearly a loner. I don't talk unless other people start talking to me. Even if I want to change, it's not that easy. My classmate in high school once told me that I should socialize more. I should blend in and talk to people. It was non sense because she never talked to me too. Why the fuck she cared?

Sometimes I don't get people. They say I'm too quite but what if it's they're too loud? They say I'm careless. It's because they care too much. Don't try to change me unless you really want to be friends with me. Even my real friends never try to change me. I look quite, fierce, non approachable. But when you know me, you'll know I'm as crazy as other people. Maybe crazier!

Anyway, I'm thinking of dyeing my hair again (I dyed it copper brown before). What color should I get?

Stripes Sweater - H&M

Moon Necklace - H&M

Skirt - Unbranded

Boots - LaSenora

I really hate my face right now because it's too chubby. So I post these photos almost faceless. Just see what I wear, not my face lol.

Sorry for the hiatus. I'm sooo busy with my college things. I feel so tired and fucked up. I don't know why I chose design as my major. I thought it would be nice and relaxing but it's not. Not even close. Well, too late to regret so I just need to cope for a couple more years (hopefully!). For all of you, senior high school students who really love to draw, creative, and be willing to sacrifice your weekend for tons of assignments and projects. You must choose graphic design or visual communication design as your major. As a graphic designer, you must play by rules. There are dos and don'ts. Unless you want to be a fashion designer or a painter. I want to be a fashion designer but fashion schools are so expensive. Oh, well. No regrets.

I realize that I don't post much. I'm not in the mood to take pictures because of my chubby face and a few pimples... Really really really annoying. It's because of my hormones when I'm on my period. Damn you..

I give you some fitting room ootd instead of a proper shot. So sorry.

Finally my mid term is over! Well, it ended last Saturday. Me and my friends had to do some presentation. I have to say that my group is okay. We did it! After 3 months of works, we finally get it done. On the last day, we had to be in campus at 10 am sharp. We kinda had one probs but thank God our lecturers didn't bring it up. All of you must be confused and asking yourself "what the hell did you do for your mid term?". Sorry I forgot to mention what we did.

Well, here it is. We had to do some research about a small business with a small budget. We found this three colors noodle and we had to branding it. Logo, promotion media, souvenir, etc. And we had to keep it on budget. This term wasted my time so much. But I can't be happy yet because last term is upon me. And it will be more complicated and more waste of times.

I stayed at home since my last term. Almost a week and it feels like vacay for me lol! I didn't go anywhere so no outfit post. Well, only one and it's from last Sunday. I cropped my head because my face is too ugly.

See you on my next post! Hopefully an outfit post. Can't believe it's already weekend because I can dress up the way I want to wear without boundaries and rules. Happy weekend, guys!

This is just a short post before I do my freakin' assignment. My third year of college is just so exhausting and really take my times. I guess I'm not gonna post anything until the next two weeks. But I'll make time.

I want to add a topic to my blog which is "Outfit Sets". Just some outfit sets I make myself to add some spice in this blog. Maybe you'll see it often because I really love making outfit sets. It's kinda my hobby and I wish someday it'll be my job (amen for that!).

Today's outfit is about jumpsuit. Jumpsuit is easy to wear. A one piece suit that goes well with any occasion. I really need at least a jumpsuit in my closet. Does anyone think the same? Well, for you girls, who really want to buy a jumpsuit (or more), you can visit ZALORA INDONESIA. They have so many option of jumpsuit from day wear to night wear. They sell high quality jumpsuits from many brands and you can choose which jumpsuit is suit you best. All prices are affordable so don't be afraid to shop in ZALORA INDONESIA. I've linked it to the jumpsuit section so you don't have to search it again;)

So, here it is my outfit sets. You can get some inspiration from here if you're confuse to mix match jumpsuits. Happy shopping!

Dear Me,

Not a big fan of Nirvana but since my tees says Nirvana, so... Okay. It's so hard for me to take outfit photos because I don't have a pro photographer to take photos, just my sister. And I use my 8 MP Xperia C to take most of my outfit photos so the quality is not that good. I take pictures wherever I go on weekend. Yeah, I only dress up on weekend because on weekdays I'm a busy little brat. So many homeworks and assignments that make me sick. I'm in my third year in college now and the pressure is fucking on. So tired and lack of sleep. I need vacation at least a week or so. That's the reason why I only post at least once a week. So sorry..

I'm in my mood to being grunge again. Bought this tee from H&M two weeks ago. This outfit was from last Saturday, fyi. Enjoy!

Well, enough for today! My homeworks are waiting (dammit!). So, see ya next time!

Top - H&M

Black Platform Boots - Lasenora

Tattoo and pentagram choker - Lunar Cult

I only dress up on weekend but I still confuse for what I should wear. Because I only have few clothes and some pairs of shoes, it makes me can't dress like what I really want. So the solution? Look at my mom's wardrobe. I've been waiting to wear this top because it's so bohemian. It's light and has earthy color.

These past 3 years, my style was changing from boyish with only tees and jeans, girly with pastels, goth with all black, and now grunge. Not a change but an improvement every year I live my life for loving fashion. My mom has a great sense of fashion too. We're now loving this particular style, which is witch style. I adore witches style because they're vintage, hippie, bohemian and earthy. I'm in love with long skirts and maxi dresses and I would like to buy some of it. Don't forget the accessories. Wide hat, pendulum necklaces, stones bracelets, stones rings, etc. What's not to love!

And here I am with my mom's long skirt that I love wearing it.

I can't believe next week I'll go back to college for a new term and will be a productive bitch again. Preparing my body and soul for more assignments, homeworks, projects, etc. I need more time to rest (like 3 months is not enough). I'm not ready for the next term because the subjects are getting more serious, harder, more waste of times. I'm not ready to take the bus again, to breathe along with pollution, to wear awful clothes and shoes, to face hatred towards me (and my friends). What a life... I wish someday all of this will be worth it so I will regret nothing. I'm just like, "Can I skip this whole college things and go straight to the part where I have a really awesome job and spend my live traveling and shopping?"

So yesterday, I wore something different. I looked at my wardrobe and all I could find were old clothes and I was kinda bored to wear them again. So I looked at my mom's and found nothing, looked at my dad's and.. voila! I found his white shirt and I thought why don't I wear it as a boyfriend shirt, except it was my dad's shirt. And I pair it with basic stocking and red wedge boots. Relax, I wore shorts. I like oversized top. It hides everything!